HABARI GANI MUM?

Wed, Apr 6, 2011 at 9:41 AM

Hi Ma!

I hope you are doing so well there!
It's always great to read your e-mails like yesterday's.

Yes, I remember your teacher called MITCHELL.
You once told me about her.

Waoo! am so glad to hear that my Dad Mr.Jimmy will soon resume to his Job.
It's a bit impressive to know that his Job is Seasonal. Then he get's enough & more time to spend without working untill the Weather Favours Him.

Now we are in a Module 3 called 'OPERATIONS MANAGEMENT.

The modules are 8 just like we had in Diploma Class. We have finished 2 Modules. Namely, "ECONOMIC MANAGEMENT & HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT".

My nights are always good, most times I dream nice dreams. Like on previous day, I dremt while I was at a Very beautiful & attractive place, but I couldn't know where I was by that time.

A place of nice Buildings painted with Green like Colors. It surrounded by nice flowers & Streams on the flow. Then I woke up & slept again.
But I dremt again the Same dreams. Then I was just smiling when remembering that.

Most of times I eat Rice & Meat, especially afternoon at College.
But at night I like to Eat UGALI with Vegetables, Eggs or Fish. Do you know Ugali? It's a MAIZE MILL, I think you know Maize. This is Africa's Staple Food.
We eat it in our daily life. What American's Staple Food? I mean the Most used Food.

I buy them at the Market, but not that Market of Karia-koo you know.
There is another one where I stay.

I watch Local Football at the ground after back from College.

Nowadays am not among the Players.
Because to be Honest am still not fine, I stopped to be telling you about How my Condition is, because I was afraid that you will be worried always.
As a result I was just queite like am fully fine while am not.

Then I decided to take this as a Chance to tell you again especially when you asked what I do after a class of College. And it's also good to let you know about this, I should not hide about my Sickness.

I used to play Football everyday, but I swear to say the Truth that I never played Football since January. It's only last week one day I tried to force myself to join my friends to play but I couldn't play actively.

My Legs are Paining so much. Now it's both Legs!

I can't even walk a long- short distance before I Surrender. My ARM is fine but also not too fine.
Because it stops paining & begins again.

But I thank God because am able to write well despite that. Unlike at the beginning where I couldn't write effectively.

This is the only problem which has been bothering me in 2011.

It started in January, but up to now still not fully Okay. Of course there are changes, but very Less.

I have been going to the Hospitals as usual.
I have had DRUGS & VOLINI GEL.

Mr. Iddi tried his best to give me Traditional Medicine, but still not much Okay.

And I thank you so much Mum for the Monthly Money because it is playing a Big role on this problem. Am spending a certain amount of money on this. You know here in Town everything is Money, even that Traditional Medicine, I need to pay money.

2 weeks ago, I went to the Clinic to have an XRAY of my LEGS & ARM, Then I was found No any problem in my bones. I was found fine.

But why I feel pain?

Then he suggested that it might be "A SOFT TISSUE INJURY". He told me to buy some drugs & another one like VOLINI GEL, of course I did that.

I have been telling my Dad of Malawi about this.
But he has been insisting me to go back to Malawi to have enough Treatment & come back again to continue a class when I will be fully fine.

But I have been telling him to wait if I might get better Soon. He says it's good if I had gone there because the Traditional Medicine there is for Free & that I need his attention rather than to be here alone. Of caourse Mr.Iddi is there but my Dad is my Dad.
He suggests that I should change the kind of the Medicines, especially Traditional Medicine.
But I always have been telling him to wait & see how I will go on with this after a Time.

He started to tell me to go back to Malawi Since early MARCH. But I have been telling him to give me time & I also told him that I should discuss with YOU first before I take any move.

Even HILDA knows much about this problem, because am open to her & most of times when I go to College while am in Pain, I always tell her about it. Until she became at the extent of telling me to be at Home if am not too okay.

When I told Hilda about what my Dad of Malawi said, She said there is no any problem if I go to Malawi & come back to resume my Class.

She said that she will allow me to RESTART my Class in MAY, new SEMESTER.
So that I will not miss anything of my Class' Lessons.

She said that she could cancel me now & include me in MAY 2011's BATCH.

she said that one of the rules of the College is that when a person pays FEES now, that FEES is VALID for 3 Years. It means you can pay now, but you can start a class whenever you want even after 2 Years. But not more than 3 Years.

My problem is not olny Legs, but my body also.
I feel so much pain!

Then am inactive physically!

Am always with thoughts while asking almighty God to bring back my Condition in normal so that I should enjoy my Advance Class just like I enjoyed a Diploma.

But my Dad assures me that if I had gone there I would have got fine on time if God wishes.
Then now I agree with my Dad's Decision of going to Malawi for Further Treatment.

I have tried to here's medicine, then I need to change. Now it's 3 Months since I started to Sick.

Because I need to be fully fit & happy when am at college with my classmates.
My Health should always be the top priority!

Then I would like to hear from you Mum!

I need your Suggestions or Comments!

But in case you agree with my Dad's decision for me to go there, I would like to ask you Not to spend on this Trip rather than the Monthly Money.

I swear in the name of God that I don't need you to send me the Money like you Sent when I went to visit Malawi last year. No need for that!

Because I will not have anything to pick in my hands. I will just go there empty handed.

Because some of Closes are there,
My Dad kept them for me.

Am very sure that the Monthly Money is enough for my FAIR, FOOD & DRINKS on the way.

Remember that FAIR is Tsh. 90000 & the rest is for Food & Drinks.

Just the same as when I will be coming back From Blantyre to Dar-es-salaam, also the monthly Money will be Enough for that.

I don't want you to spend unexpectedly, Please.

Then I would like to say once again that I don't need Extra Money for this Trip rather than the Usual Monthly Money.

I need your Suggestions please!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS!

AM YOUR SON,
BASHIR!